Sad day

I've never lost someone close to me. I don't remember my great grandpas but great grandma and grandparents still alive and pretty much healthy. A close family member is in the hospital, I can hope everything will be okay but don't know yet. It's very emotional and scary thinking about him being gone. He helps me all the time and is the one person always available to give me advice. I can't imagine living without him. Thinking about the recent moments we shared together. Another lesson to not take life for granted. Try not to judge others you never know what they've been through