Do you ever feel

so bored dull depressed lifeless apathetic not creative that the only thing to comfort you is Tool or 2Pac and red wine. i don't do drugs, I exercise, eat healthy, blah blah, I just spent 5 days with my family and this is the resulting feeling. i changed my mind about t his post and dont want to type anymore. sometimes when i'm on an airplane i think about how i would react if something went wrong and it would plummet to death, i think i would stay calm, think about a few people, and be thankful...death is sweetness.